I want to explain myself and give myself an analysis firsthand:

Annika Isobel Brookfield Lipman, birthdate of April 14th 2009, often referred to as the nickname "Ikeyai" and or the name "Reagan" is a female high school student born in Chicago IL to a British mother and an American father, now all living in Skokie IL. With stunning grades and great aspirations until around the age of 15, where did it all go wrong? From a young age, she expressed great interest in art and often would fill sketch books upon sketch books of just original characters. She also used technology to digitally draw and for a short period of time even animate, this was around the ages of 11-14. It seems however that around the late months of her freshman year at Niles North High School, Annika lost her interest in attending university and lost complete interest in pursuing art as a career. This was around the time she met an older girl named Sophia Jones, who would often call herself Sophie Lanza. Sophie was 16 and Reagan aka Annika was 14 when they met each other in a foundations art class. Sophie expressed interest in school shooters, eventually sharing this with Reagan as they became a little bit closer. It should be noted that Reagan became infatuated with Sophie, admiring her art and self harming with razors to a more extreme degree after seeing Sophie with uncovered self harm cuts in school. Sophie and Reagan didn't only share an art class however, they also took German 1 together. Due to Reagan's infatuation with Sophie and already a somewhat interest in morbidity, when Sophie expressed likeling to school shooters and mass murderers, Reagan followed. Reagan began to research on end and even in school about these killers. She kept archives and USB's filled with information about school shooters and mass murderers, even trading archives with Sophie once or twice since they were now both obsessed with keeping information. It should be noted that Sophie, most likely from abuse suffered as a child, has Borderline Personality Disorder. Sophie alines with the values of the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooter at times, meaning she does not take medication. She appears to also struggle with self harm, this self harm inspired Reagan to continue self harming to a higher degree. Reagan didn't just self harm because of aspiration from Sophie however, Reagan started self harming during her time in summer school in between grades eighth and ninth due to wanting attention. Throughout Reagan's childhood, she would fake injuries for attention from others. She is an only child, and from an outside perspective could even be labeled as spoiled from how well her parents treated her. She did however suffer from untreated Social Anxiety, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. These were left untreated until she became extremely suicidal at the age of 13 around summer time. This was due to her OCD. Her treatment with Prozac on doses of 10mg / 20mg worked well along with Exposure CBT therapy, well enough that she eventually stopped taking her meds and disregarded therapy because she was alright on her own. The social anxiety would never go away however, especially in high school. In her freshman year, her home was searched twice for guns due to her avid interest in Adam Lanza being reported to her high school, and the death photo of the 1999 Columbine School shooters being found on her school computer. The searches and lengthy confirmation of mental health with the school caused a strain on Reagan's relationship with her mother for a small bit of time. Would Reagan have this much of an obsessive interest in school shooters if it wasn't for her infatuation with Sophie? It should be known that for 5+ years, Reagan had a psychologically harmful friendship with a now transgender boy "Sam'' Josephine Mclaughlin. Sam's way of treating Reagan for many years caused severe trouble to Reagan that would only truly show until after the relationship was severed around the age of 13 for Reagan. Immediate depression followed after the severance, which would only worsen into suicidalness after her symptoms of OCD worsened. Her close friends who she regained contact with very quickly after the severance, Leah Swall and Ariana Luna-Poggy, very much saved Reagan socially, and would go on to be her closest friends for years to follow. Around the ages of 10-14 for Reagan, she was very much politically liberal and even identified as transgender herself. Leaning towards identifying as a transgender man due to her gender dysphoria around being female. Since the age of 8-9, Reagan dressed strictly in boys clothing, and went by a more masculine nickname "Ik" which later became "Ikea" and then "Ikeyai". The only time between the age of 8-15 that Reagan ever dressed femininely was during her time on Prozac. Where her closet went from strictly socially anxious chosen clothes, to clothing of Indie fashion inspired from an Indie girl Reagan aspired to be like. Around the age of 15, Reagan stopped identifying as a transgender man and chose instead to just reflect biology and call herself a girl again. Despite the pain this caused, she thought it was more logical and for the better. Despite this, she still dressed like a boy and kept her nicknames, just now with the unisex name Reagan to be more moderate leaning. Reagan is both a girls name and a boys name, and isn't as childish as the name Ikeyai which stems and is pronounced like the nickname "Ikea". Around the timeframe of her starting to accept Reagan as her main name, this is when she would "loose purpose in life" and have no idea what she wants to pursue in college, or in general. Reagan lost her virginity around the fall of her freshman year in highschool, age 14. In her mind, it was not a worthwhile experience and she regrets who she lost her virginity to. Up until that point, she had dated a plethora of people. Every person Reagan has ever dated up until 2024, around age 15, she has regretted and or was not in love with. Reagan was quite the people pleaser as a kid, while also being annoying at times. Reagan always said yes to other people's ideas, whether it be project ideas, relationships or sexual intercourse. This has led Reagan to regretful decisions. She is now 15, dating someone she finally aspires to be with, and has no idea what she wants in her life. It is unknown if she would be willing to commit a public shooting or not, but her motives for such to be committed have already been outlined. Ever since the age of 9, Reagan has been acutely aware of the ethics and morals that play in our society. And since the age of 13, has had a very fragile sense of morality after getting into the shows NBC's Hannibal and Dahmer-Monster: The Jeffrey Dahmer Story. These shows not only made it easy to sympathize with those who kill, but even romanized it in a way that Reagan picked up on, and enjoyed. It can be said that while Reagan recognizes what society considers right and wrong, this does not mean she applies it to herself.

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